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    Thursday, August 4th, 2005
    1:21 am
    "If what doesn't kill us is making us stronger We're gonna last longer"
    ok so i got these engery dietary thigns so hopefully they r going to work and plus i am running trieing to loseweight cuz i am a fat ass haha so hopefully i think so far they r working half way lol if at all lol but isdk yet

    Current Mood: sleepy
    Current Music: John Popper - Roseanna Theme Song
    Thursday, August 26th, 2004
    10:25 pm
    9:39 pm
    i have a headach!!!!!!!!!11

    ok so ya i woke up early 1230 lol!!!!!!!! then i went over ashleys and we cleaned well i did like a little she clean more then me hehe i am not a good cleaner but thats all good!!!!!!! and we chilled lindzay came over and then she lefted after a lil with chillen to go chill with sean then pat came over he is so fnny lol!!! then ya we chilled then i went home went to bk with my mom and i saw my john cena on but he losted no surprise lol but he is still hot and sexy and omg and he is still mine hehe and ya matt hardy got hurt last monday on raw omg i love matt hardy to but i love his bo jeff better haha lol wrestling is so funny cuz of how fake it is hehehe but w.e so ya i am going to go wacth more wrestling peace out!!!!!!!!1

    all u need is friends and famile

    ashley you have both so dont you worry we are here for you always no matter what!!!!!!!

    ShMiLy



    Current Mood: content
    Current Music: dashboard
    12:27 am
    idk!!!

    ya i am writeing in this cuz i am bored lol ya i think i am going with allison and her fam for her bros b-day today to cannobie lake park which is kool i havent hung out with her in a while and i know mike wil hate me for it but i dont care cuz she is nice i just didnt like her when she was going out with mike cz when people go out with mike the mean them starts to show they get all bossey and  think that they can piss me off like someone does when they make fun of me with mike i wont metion the name but ya so ne ways!!!! omg ashley i know you are going though alot of shit right now and and dont worry cuz i am here for you no matter what if you need to talk or just a schoulder to cry on i am here for u i always was so dont you worry and you dont have to explane ne thing cuz i know that you cant and its all good cuz i am gere 24 - 7 no matter what luv ya girl bffl                                                                                                                                                                                      

     

    shmily

    Tuesday, August 24th, 2004
    9:00 pm
    "this may never start we could fall apart"!!!!
    ok ya so today i got to get a cd hehe sugarcult i am so happy cuz i love them and theey are  awsome and this weekend i am getting anther one of there cds hehe i cant waiti am going to go and listen to my cd now peace out!!!!!!!!!!!

    Current Mood: drained
    Current Music: sugarcult: memory
    Sunday, August 22nd, 2004
    11:06 pm
    "that what you get for falling agian you can never get him out of your head"
    ok s ya iavent written in this about the concert cz my comp is really fucked and keeps pissin me off lol so ya thats y!!!! but i will write now cuz i love the concert warped tour kicked ass lol i loved it!!!!!!!!!! so wensday dezi and me went to go see the pats omg they r really hot lol ya so we spent time there then we rent the perfect score and then we went to bed early t get up adgo to the warped tour hellz ya we went ad the line was sooo long!!!! then  we went though the gillet staudim and wacthed the pats agian hehe then we went all th bands were awsome it i so awsome to listen t all the bands and hearthem singall thesongs you love and everyonewas nice like in the mosh pit when people fell down everyone aroun stoped and help them up and ask if people were ok lol it was great!!!!!!! i loved them all all the bands were so awsome haha i went crwd surfing  haha it was awsome!!!!! i got a shirt and then a free hat that said warped tour 04 and when iwas in the mosh pit i lost it lol that sucked but at the time i was like who gives a shit and then after the concert and now i hate that i lost it lol but ooo well lol!!!!!!!!!!! so then later we went to thetruth truck thing and they were awsome they gave out free things and shit it was so kool and this one girl was askin to get anther free shirt cuz she said she got beat up at the yellowcard concert lol and they were like r u sure u were at the yellow card concert lol and they were saying how if u go to ne concert and is in the front then ur gonna get beat up lol so then they were redoing the girl getting beat up it was so funny!!!!!!!!!!!!! and then they ran out of shit to give out but then mmy fav band came on hehe cheatin soccer mom omg i love them and the backround ya that is chris from cheatin soccer mom i love him and paul i took so many pics hehe of them mostly cuz with all the other bands we were in the mosh pit and it was wicked hard to take pics lol but i got 2 of yellow card and ya everyone was on stage of yellow card before they went on and every band was drinking and it was so funny like guys from new found glory tryin to hook up with all these girls it was so funny!!!!!!!!! and omg lol the used came on and bert he jumped onto us lol to crowd surf how awsome is that lol i know it was great and flogging molly irish music is so awsome everyon was danceing they are so good lol i love them to!!!!!!!! ya so then it was over and we left but we had to walk and everyone was walking it was the longest i ever stood lol but it was all worth it i love concerts i am so going to the warped tour next year to it is by far the greatest concert ever!!!!!!!!!!!!! i saw a few people i saw becky and jill and then i saw allison amanda and i forgot the other kid lol even though i use to sit by him at lunch but its all good lol and amanda was freaking out cuz the used were going to sing and she loves them lol so it was good to see them!!!! ya i will try to post pics of paul since i have the one of me and chris up already hehe!!!!!!!1

    Current Mood: mellow
    Current Music: sugarcult:Pretty Girl
    Monday, August 16th, 2004
    6:23 pm
    here on earth!!!!

     

                            

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    she schould of went with my josh i am still mad at her lol but that just leaves josh for me hehe

    6:16 pm
    "your just going to die and give up. No i am going to live just not as long as you are"!!!!!!!
    ok so me and alana wacthed summer slam hehe and john cena won hehe of coruse he did i was so happy lol we were talking bout how fake wrestlin is even though i love my man cena hehe it is all so fake butreal nice to wacth hehe!!!!!!!!!! so ya ad toay i jus got done waxcthing here on earth one of the sadest movie i hate how she didnt love josh the way he loved her she would of been so happy with josh that is one of the mmovies that will never have a happ yending cuz its a movie that isnt fake but is reality that is life that movie i was like crying when i saw josh and he is so good in that movie omg i love josh now lol i am going to wacth pearl harbor now hehe ok i will write later much later peace!!!!!!!!!

    Current Mood: crushed
    Current Music: jessica simpson and nick laceay: where you are
    Thursday, August 12th, 2004
    9:44 pm
    Death is the greatest mystery of all!!!!!
    ok umm ya welli had anxiety last night and i started crying so bad so i went down staries cuz i could deff not sleep and i didnt want to sit in my room so i was downstaries for a little then my mom came down to get ready for work and she started to yell about how i schouldnt be up and shit and i was like w.e and went upstaries cuz i cant talk to her about what bothers me ever so ya then i was fianlly able to fall alsleep after reading about wat i was so upset and worry about i always wonder and wondering truns into fear and worried when i think about it but last night was bad so ya but i dont really want to talk about it!!!! so ya then i woke up at 2 somethin and then i took a shower and started cleaning me and my bro went to the store to get some stuff and then i came home to wacth bb5 haha jase is out i aqm so happy i didnt like him to much but he was kinda funny at the end!!!!! well hopefully i am better from last night and i wont get any anxiety and have a breakdown and start crying agian well i am going to wacth movies now!!!!! oh ya today is my cuz pauls b-day he is getting older lol so idk how he is doing with it since he hates that fact lol!!!!!!! and also it is ians b-day to i think it was weird when me and ian went out i found it werid that he had the same b-day to like one of my fav cuz lol and they live near each other to lol well i g2g
    happy b-day paul

    Current Mood: curious
    Current Music: Black eye peas: Where's the love
    Wednesday, August 11th, 2004
    1:14 am
    these are songs of thornley!!!!!!!!!

    I know this comes as no surprise
    but the wool's been pulled over our eyes for years
    And all the while we sit with our legs crossed
    as some poor bastard finds he's lost ten years

    That's just another day I live inside my head
    I'm tired of all the ways that I wish I was dead
    It's been so many years I've finally figured out a way to keep a good man down
                                       
    I locked you up and threw away the key to all your better days, my bad, my friend
    There's so many things you'll never be, many things you'll never have, so sad, oh well

    That's just another day I live inside my head
    I'm tired of all the ways that I wish I was dead
    It's been so many years I've finally figured out a way to keep a good man down

     

     

     


    I see you coming up the drive
    That's when I know that I'm alive And all the things we'll leave behind
    We finally found what we can find

    The rest of my life is falling to pieces
    While we get lost inside the moment

    The waves keep crashing at my door
    'Til I can't hear them anymore
    And all the time I gave away
    Made me who I am today

    The rest of my life is falling to pieces
    And where would I be now without you baby

    The rest of my life is falling to pieces

    The rest of my life is falling to pieces
    While we get lost inside the moment

    The rest of my life is falling to pieces
    And where would I be now without you baby

     

     

     


    I feel a little bit left of center
    but then again we've all been there before
    Every time I see a lost cause coming
    it's nothing less, nothing more
    Every time I get lost in paradise
    I find a way to screw it up somehow
    It's not the way it's supposed to be
    but it'll do for now

    When you're right, you're right
    Everything else in my life just might be wrong
    You're wrong all the time

    So far so good 'cause no one knows I'm faking
    I wish I could show you the toll it's taking
    Sometimes I live as if there's no tomorrow
    So far so good

    I better find a way to cross my fingers
    half the luck'll get me twice as far
    I'm sick and tired of coming up for air
    it shouldn't be this hard
    Every little bit'll help I wonder
    if it's enough or did I cross the line
    The kitchen counter is a bad reminder of a better time

    When you're right, you're right
    Everything else in my life just might be wrong
    You're wrong all the time

    So far so good 'cause no one knows I'm faking
    I wish I could show you the toll it's taking
    Sometimes I live as if there's no tomorrow
    So far so good

    When you're right
    Everything else you messed up just might be wrong
    You're wrong all the time

    So far so good 'cause no one knows I'm faking
    I wish I could show you the toll it's taking
    Sometimes I live as if there's no tomorrow
    So far so good

     

     

     

     


    As a child I found myself alone
    Always walking in defense
    Here they come again
    All I want to do was just get home
    But I'm pinned to the fence
    But here they come again

    I walked home all alone

    All this and more
    All this and more

    I guess this is living
    Would you come again?
    Could you come again?
    I never quite feel right
    But I come again
    Would you come again?

    Yes I've become a rock and roll cliché
    Because I 'm looking for revenge
    And here they come again

    I still walk home alone

    All this and more
    All this and more

    I guess this is living
    Would you come again?
    Could you come again?
    I never quite feel right
    But I come again
    Would you come again?

    All this and more
    All this and more

    I guess this is living
    Would you come again?
    Could you come again?
    I never quite feel right
    But I come again
    Could you come again?

    I guess this is living
    Would you come again?
    Could you come again?
    You never quite feel right
    But you come again
    Would you come again?

     

     

     

     


    What's the going rate on life vs. love?
    What's the going rate on heaven up above?
    I feed on the plans that I've made up to now

    What's the going rate on accountability?
    What's the going rate on you vs. me?
    I'm far from the walls and the trust that keep me here

    I'm stuck in the mud, it's stuck in my mind
    How we're running out of time

    Bent out of shape but I'm on the up & up
    Pulled out my roots, yes I have
    Wasted so much on everything but this
    It's my fix, it's my fix, it's my fix

    What's the going rate on making this thing right?
    What's the going rate on staying out all night?
    It's hard to believe in the things I trust the most
    There's so many signs, how many ways
    Can I deceive my yesterday

    Bent out of shape but I'm on the up & up
    Pulled out my roots, yes I have
    Wasted so much on everything but this
    It's my fix, it's my fix, it's my fix

    Can you be bigger than this?
    Can you be stronger than this?
    We're counting on you
    Everything's waiting on you
    Everything's focused on you
    To do what you should do

    Bent out of shape but I'm on the up & up
    Pulled out my roots, yes I have
    Wasted so much on everything but this
    It's my fix, it's my fix, it's my fix

     

     

     

    Early morning hits
    I found a way to get out of this
    Underneath your desk
    I carve your name across my chest

    I got off my hands
    I got on my knees
    Now I know I'll pave the way
    To paint your face with greed
    I got up off of my knees
    I got up on to my feet
    And then I found that I paved the way
    To pay for your disease
     
    Well easy comes but here we go again

    Just take two of these and call me later on
    Everything is cool, you can borrow what you want
    I've got the necessary tools to get you through the day

    It doesn't matter who you are
    because there ain't  no other way, go on, go on

    Now I spend my days
    Occupied in different ways
    Orange afternoons
    Soap-box preachers and jail tattoos

    I got off my hands
    I got on my knees
    Now I know I'll pave the way
    To paint your face with greed
    I got up off of my knees
    I got up on to my feet
    And then I found that I paved the way
    To pay for your disease 

    Well easy comes but here we go again

    Just take two of these and call me later on
    Everything is cool, you can borrow what you want
    I've got the necessary tools to get you through the day

    It doesn't matter who you are because there ain't  no other way, go on, go on

    Easy comes and easy goes 

    Well easy comes but here we go again

    Just take two of these and call me later on
    Everything is cool, you can borrow what you want
    I've got the necessary tools to get you through the day

    It doesn't matter who you are because there ain't  no other way, go on, go on

     

     

     

     


    Wake up, medicate, again
    Ever after is a friend
    But you and I we get so high
    We never quite came down
    Ever after again

    What could be more beautiful than you
    and I falling from grace
    All the things we'll never know
    so beautiful they're slipping away

    Light my past on fire
    Spell it right in black and white
    A coward's here for hire

    What could be more beautiful than you
    and I falling from grace
    All the things we'll never know
    so beautiful they're slipping away

    It's beautiful (slipping away)

    It's time to pack up and vacate
    I'm so fed up of closing up
    And running from myself

    What could be more beautiful than you
    and I falling from grace
    All the things we'll never know
    so beautiful they're slipping away

    Wake up, medicate, again
    'Cause ever after is my friend

     

     

     

     

     

    On my way back from nowhere now
    Always tell by my breath somehow
    There's no songs worth singing out there
    The landscape of inspiration's so bare

    No straight jacket on me

    Eat my breakfast with employees
    And they push this thing even further still
    Which they knowingly try to kill

    On the bright side
    There's never been a right side
    Of love to lay on
    Remembered or forgotten

    You keep it coming, you pour it on
    This conclusion is not forgone
    When I get lost inside a dream
    You know it's time to scrub and to quarantine

    On the bright side
    There's never been a right side
    Of life to live on
    Remembered or forgotten

    On the bright side
    The morning kills the night time
    Your life is your time
    Yesterday's just a past time

     

     

     

     

     


    Crush my only nerve
    Overstate what you deserve
    Crawling on the floor
    One can see under the door

    You're so clever, you never
    Said we would last forever
    I twist it, I missed it
    Can't keep this thing together

    Said hey, no way
    Can't deal with this today
    Yes I guess you're so clever

    Crack your ready whip
    Gentlemen shoot from the hip
    Throw my fears away
    I can't afford them anyway

    You're so clever, you never
    Said we would last forever
    I twist it, I missed it
    Can't keep this thing together

    Said hey, no way
    Can't deal with this today
    Yes I guess you're so clever

    (Bridge)

    You're so clever, you never
    Said we would last forever
    I twist it, I missed it
    Can't keep this thing together

    Said hey, no way
    Can't deal with this today
    Yes I guess you're so clever

     

     

     

     

     

     

    How could you show me that life's worth living
    I'll never live it with you
    And every time there's a gift worth giving
    You won't let me give it to you

    When everything was right  Oh Oh
    Now everything seems wrong  Oh Oh
    The last words spoken

    I found another way
    I found another way
    I found another way
    And I want you notice

    Empty houses are full of promise
    So many things you can do
    And every time that the phone starts ringing
    I can't help but think that it's you.

    When everything was right  Oh Oh
    Now everything seems wrong  Oh Oh
    The last words spoken

    I found another way
    I found another way
    I found another way
    And I want you notice

    When everything was right  Oh Oh
    Now everything seems wrong  Oh Oh
    The last words spoken

    I found another way
    I found another way
    I found another way
    And I want you notice

     

     

     

     

     


    I never'd have guessed
    you and I would be friends
    I'll never say never again
    I've spent hours on the phone
    and all the rest
    I guess I bleed the best
    And every night it's plain to see
    it wasn't meant to be

    After all is said and done, it's over after all
    You barely cried as you waved goodbye

    It all comes out in the wash
    Who would've guessed it would wind up like this
    It's better than never again
    I've spent hours in the rain and dried out somehow
    I'd rather plead the fifth

    And every time the morning comes
    I wonder what I've done

    After all is said and done, it's over after all
    You barely cried as you waved goodbye
    It all comes out in the wash

    Empty cars and phone booth scars
    Knuckles on the mend
    Every time I go too far I'd rather wind up
    Rather wind up dead

    I should've guessed it would end up like this
    I'll never say never again

    After all is said and done, it's over after all
    You barely cried as you waved goodbye
    It all comes out in the wash



    Current Mood: blah
    Current Music: thornley
    Sunday, August 8th, 2004
    10:13 pm
    i am so pissed!!!!!!!!!!
    ok i hate people omg ok pete is an ass i hate people i fucking hate them they make me feel like shit and i hate it i cant stand it omg!!!!!!!1 pete is getting so many people to fucking make fun of me and shit and he says he is going to get ashley hefforn after me fuck that i hate him so much he is calling me fat and ugly and keeps on going at it and makeing fun of me i hate when people make me feel worthless like this i am so depressed right now!!!!!!!!!! i want to move to ohio i am going to talk my mom into letting me!!!!!

    Current Mood: depressed
    Current Music: black eye peas:wheres the love
    Saturday, August 7th, 2004
    11:30 pm
    ohio!!!
    i miss it sooo much ok well i will write now since i am doing better lol!!!! ok so firday the ride was so long when we fianlly got there this funny thing happen but its embarrsing lol so i am not sayin but ya lol haha it was great!!!! we went out to eat and it was fun really nice to see andrew and then we went to his place and sandy just got there so i got to see alexia and dylan omg i love them so much and they are so cute hehe!!!!! and then saturday we babaysat the kids and it was going good but when i was in the bathroom  my sis and alexia  were in the other room and then all of a sudden i hear my sis screaming and i stared running when i heard alexia crying and i went in and couldnt see lexia but heard her so i started screamin and she gave me dylan while i was freaking out so dylan started crying and i saw blood and i freaked out what happen was she was on the bed and in the tairlor the door if u lean on it it opens and that is a door to outside so she did and fell onthe gound and her nose got hurt so i had a breakdown in the bathroom it was horriable it was the worst i ever felt i was so upset i love her soo  much and that was the worst feeeling ever omg so ya then she was ok so nothing really bad happen just a mark on her nose so ne ways then we went to the wedding it was awsome at the party after everyone was getting drunk it was so funny and we got to see mike from pa and he is still hot lol and he grew up alot he has a nice gf name angle she is so nice me her and mike were trying to get my bro and my new sis sandy to dance they didnt!!!!  so then we went home with the kids well me and my mom did but mike stayed to get wicked drunk lol then went home with my other bro lol so then sunday we babysat alot of the day then we went shopping for the kids hehe we got alot of cute things and we got alot of good dvds it was awsome then me and sandy went to kmart to shop with the kids and it was fun and then i got candy cholcate lol  and it was hot obviously i wasnt thiking cuz it melted and she got it alll over her lol it was funny!!! then monday we just dat around and played with the kids then tuesday we went to this acres of fun lol and it was just like one of thoes places where u can play games and get  tickets and then get something with the tickets and it had a little play thing for kids and there was the ball thing with all the balls lol and alexia loves balls lol so that was good so then we all started getting alot of tickets so we could get lexia this elmo lamp lol we only got 457 so that wasnt enough but they will go back and get more so they can get it lol!!!!!!! so then we went to puizza hut and the lady was a bicth lol and it was funny then we got dylan from sandys mom and then wesday we went to the carnical it was awsome i went ont his one ride with sandy and mike and it was awsome then they went on the top gun lol but i didnt it was horriable lol then we went and waited for andrew lol for ever and mike me and sandy were trying to find me a guy haha it was funny then we all went and ate and then me and sandy and mike went to go on rides and sandy held my arm to go on the zipper omg it was horriable lol we didnt start we just got up to the top when they were loading people on and i was holding on to mikes arm and he was like u r going to wwant to hold on to the bar and i was like no and he was like well i do and he  was right lol i was freaking out lol then they want me to go on the top gun i was like hellz no i was freaking out omg it was horriable lol so then after they got off we went to rhis thing where u jump on lol and it was 6 dollars each person and we talked them into leting us each pay 3.25 lol it was funny and jumping was fun they let us stay on for as long as we wanted  haha lol sandy is awsome then we went on some more rides shannon went on a little fast ride with me and mike and she was puting her hands up lol so then when lexia went ont he kiddy rides she was puttin her hands up it was so funny and cute aww!!!!!
    so then we went home  and then thursday we took them to dinner but we went to the store where the dvds r like 5 dollar and same with some  cds and some cds r like 250 to 50 cents lol and the mvies r cheap to so we got alot then went t o dinner and it was our last night so i was sad so when we woke up  i said goodbye to andrew and it got harder and harder and i held dylan and alexia was still tried cuz she doesnt like getting up early and she didnt understand we wont see each other so she didnt give us a hug or kiss i was so sad when we started to pull away all the tears fell out the hole 12 hours i basically cried when we got home i still cried and then we called them and i talk to alexia and there was this thing where at the wedding me and alexia played with a phone and i would say no way and then she would say no way and then i would lol and we kept sayin no way the hole time it was mine and her thing lol so i needed to see if she would it cuz i felt bad that would be my good bye from her lol so i was like no way and she did to it was so nice to hear her say that lol and my mom was talking to my bro and told him and i cried the hole time lol it was so sad and then i cried myself to sleep i cried a little today evey now and then but i held myself togther at my cuz b-day party and we got picturs aww and iam sad cuz there isnt one of me and lexia aww but we have anther one so we will get it donme tomorrow but i am going to go cuz i want to wacth a movie and ya but that is about it lol then maybe bed while looking at the pcitrues and crying lol but i will write baack later


    Current Mood: sad
    Current Music: three doors down : be like that
    Friday, August 6th, 2004
    11:50 pm
    back from ohio
    i love ohio and i miss everyone alexia and dylan and my bro and my new sis sandy awww so many good times i have been crying the hole time and i dont know when this will go away i miss alexia and dylan sooo much it hurts well i dont want to talk about everything that happen right now cuz i am to sad

    Current Mood: sad
    Thursday, July 29th, 2004
    4:16 am
    ya i am leaveing tomorrrow hehe!!!!!!
    ok so ya i dont know what to say omg ok monday was danielles b-day happy b-day danielle and we went to the zooo!!!!!!!!!! i love aniamls so i was so happy hehe and ya so then this week been just boring lol nuttin exciteing but today pat and ashley said how it looks like i lost weight hehe go me but i no i didnt lol but thanks ne ways u guys that was wicked sweet to say hehe what a nice lie lol oh ya and saturday i got a hiarcut and me of coruse gets all dramtic about everything so i think it is tooo short and i cried for like ever over it it was really depressing ggggrrrr i hate the hair lol well ya i am leaveing tomorrow for ohio hehe maybe i will fine me a nice ohio boy hehe ya right lol but ya my bro is getting married hehe saturday i am so happy for him hes been though a shitload but he truned his life around and is doing awsome and he made me a auntie hehe u cant ask for more hehe i fianlly get to see my new nephew i cant wait and i get to see my neice she is gettiing sooo big aww i feel old lol!!!!!!!!!! i am going to be balling my eyes out on thursday when i have to leave them i always do its so depressing knowing u wont see them till like forever i hate it omg and i have to see bruce the so called "father" who we havent talked to in forever or seen in forever and when we knew him he was an ass so ya not looking forward to that i am hopeing something happens to him so we dont have to take te chance of seeing him i hate him with  passion!!!!!!!!! but ya so i think i might go to bed now cuz i need to get on a better like sleeping thing even thought i cant sleep so ya this sucks!!!!!!!!!!  but ya w.e so comment bicthes lol

    Current Mood: indifferent
    Current Music: simles empty soul: every sunday
    Saturday, July 24th, 2004
    8:37 pm
    hehe just got done wacthing my john cena dvd hehe so i am going to put this shit up hehe!!!!!!!!!!!!

    "So... you think you're untouchable?"

    [Chorus: John Cena - scratched by DJ Chaos]
    Word life! This is basic thugonomics
    This is ba-basic thugomoics
    Word life! {*scratching*}
    "I'm untouchable, but I'm forcin you to feel me" - Esoteric
    Word life! This is bas-{*scratch*}
    Basic thugo-{*scratch*}-thugo-{*scratch*}-thugonomics
    Word life! {*scratching*}
    "I'm untouchable, but I'm forcin you to feel me" - Esoteric

    [Verse One: John Cena]
    Whether fightin, or spittin, my discipline is unforgiven
    Got you backin up, in a defensive position
    An ass-kickin anthem, heavyweight or bantam
    Holdin camps for ransom, the microphone phantom
    Teams hit the floor, this the new fight joint
    Like a broken needle kid, you missin the point!
    We dominate your conference with offense that's no nonsense
    My theme song hits, get your reinforcements!
    We strike quick with hard kicks, duckin ice picks
    Bare-knuckle men through fight pits, beat you lifeless
    Never survive this! Get forget like Alzheimer's
    Two-face rappers, walk away with four shiners
    The raw rhymer, turnin legends to old-timers
    My incisor's like a viper, bitin through your one-liners!
    New Deadman Inc. - and we about to make you famous
    Takin over Earth and still kickin in Uranus!

    [Chorus]

    [Verse Two: Esoteric]
    You ain't advanced enough to process potential phonetical concepts
    The objects are foreign, like blot tests
    Sponsored sex, a complex, regardless of your finesse
    or your fitness, it's the condition of business
    Your lame vision of a underground, physical image
    You're underneath to undermine your whole, typical image
    With the precision of percentages, and the collision of sedatives
    Poetry, beats, and mics - we untouchable
    like righteous sluts with no crevices
    Streets unite, we rock right over dumber beats
    Yo' cats couldn't come this hot if they {jerked} off in the summer heat
    Forget two takes, kill y'all birds the first time
    Yo' best {shit} ain't, worthy of my filler or worst rhymes
    I'm better than nice, check the veteran stripes
    Leave you beside yourself with fear, I kill you, and bury you twice
    Despite the cover of night, trackin' your flight
    Like guerilla warfare, where the grass is dense
    Approachin me is a quick way to get referred to in the past tense
    Dead that! When the light to mic is on
    The crowd is dead like the intermission when you on the Titantron


    [Chorus]

     

    "you cant see me"

    Wednesday, July 21st, 2004
    12:18 am
    3 doors down omg love them i saw them hehe!!!!!!!!

    "Changes"
    3 Doors Down


    I'm not suposed to be scared of anything, but I don't know where I am
    I wish that I could move but I'm exhausted and nobody understands (how I feel)
    I'm trying hard to breathe now but there's no air in my lungs
    There's no one here to talk to and the pain inside is making me numb

    I try to hold this Under control
    They can't help me 'Cause no one knows

    Now I'm going through changes, changes
    God, I feel so feel so frustrated lately
    When I get suffocated, save me
    Now I'm going through changes, changes

    I'm feeling weak and weary walking through this world alone
    Everything you say, every word of it, cuts me to the bone
    I've got something to say, but now I've got no where to turn
    It feel like I've been buried underneath the weight of the world

    I try to hold this Under control
    They can't help me 'Cause no one knows

    Now I'm going through changes, changes
    God, I feel so feel so frustrated lately
    When I get suffocated, save me
    Now I'm going through changes, changes

    I'm running, shaking
    Bound and breaking
    I hope I make it through all these changes

    Now I'm going through changes, changes
    God, I feel so frustrated lately
    When I get suffocated, save me
    Now I'm falling apart, now I feel it

    Now I'm going through changes, changes
    God, I feel so feel so frustrated lately
    When I get suffocated, I hate this
    But I'm going through changes, changes

    Tuesday, July 20th, 2004
    2:49 am
    boredom!!!!!!!!!!!!
    ya so i decieding to update this becuase i am bored and its almost 3 ya i am leaveing for ohio in 10 days i am wicked happy  i cant wait to see them all omg i cant wait ya well i am going to wacth the perfect storm and maybe bed not sure lol welly ya peace out
    Wednesday, July 14th, 2004
    3:27 am
    OMG I FOUND PICTURES OF THORNLEY THE OTHER BAND WE SAW HHEEHE ENJOY!!!!!!!

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    ken hehe isnt he sexii he is soo hottt omg he has thisdance where he gets all low and dances around i have new obssesion hehe heres more of him

     

     

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    ok so now that u looked at ken the hottest one u could look at the other cutties of the band!!!! hehe

     

     

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    haha that is the funny one of ian where looks stone haha

     

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    i wil do more tomorrow time for bed hehe

    1:28 am

      PUDDLE OF MUDDD

     

     

    NICKLEBACK

     

     

     

     

    3 doors down

     

     

     

     

     

    12:36 am
    THIS WAS THE BEST NIGHT EVER!!!!!!!!!!!
    ok so me and desi went to the concert and first band that came on was Thornley and they kicked ass there was this one guy in the band who had this fucking awsome mohawk and he danced awsome it was fucking great and then holy shit i have to control myself PUDDLE OF MUDD came on and i freaked the fuck out cuz i didnt know they were going to be there and they played blurry and SHE FUCKING HATES ME and when they played blurry before they did they were like ya we have a new song and they said like chicken and fries or something like that and then they started playin and everyone flipped out lol it was great and then when they were doing she fucking hates me everyone was singing and freaking out it was awsome lol and then with one song he was like this song goes out to all the girls and he was like the song is called sleeping around lol he was great i am so happy i met them they fucking rocked then 3 DOORS DOWN came on holy fucking shit they were awsome and they had all there fucking awsome songs and there was a video to love  me when i am gone and it was sad and happy cuz it was bout all our troops and we all starting chanting usa and it was great with concerts no matter whos there people all get togther and just fucking rock and they dont worry or critize ne one and it doesnt matter who u r and it is like it schould be in the world with everyone getting togther and smokin some weed and drinking some jack and coke instead of fighting it would be a better world lol!!!!! and then after three doors down  kicked ass then NICKLEBACK came on and kicked major ass they fucking rocked they did someday and of coruse everyone was singing cuz that song kicks ass and i was head banging alot of the songs they were just head banging songs lol they played metiacalla song sad but true lol and i that is one of my favorite metaiallca songs so i was singing to it was awsome and then they were like get us some jack and coke and then they were like get everyone some fukcing beers haha so they did if ur underage and need to get beer go to nickleback concert haha we fucking got to drink beer there how great is that lol and then they started poring beer all over us so i smell like beer haha it is great its all in my hair and on my coths and on my arms lol and then they played how u remind me on and we all were drinking and singing and it was great lol they were the shit they made all of us wicked happy lol and then there was these guys next to us who were smokeing pot and shit and  it was like hell pass some over here lol it was great and we all kept lighting one up ever few mins lol i smell a mixature of weed and beer it is so funny i got a puddle of mudd t-shirt to omg i will write more later peace out bicthes!!!!!!!!!!!

    Current Mood: high
    Current Music: PUDDLE OF MUDD: BLURRY & SHE FUCKIG HATES ME
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